Hopes..

as be as brittle as a large water vessel.. or even a large magnificant ship like titanic.

Large and strong as it seems, but with a single hit
- everything just topples and its outcome is not what you'll expect.

That's exactly how I feel now. Dangerously brittle.

I'm telling myself to keep options open.
Looks like I've pinned my hopes too high.

"Stay calm." I keep telling myself that.

Shoo! Trying to keep that suffocating feeling away..

Takes in a deep breath and tell myself..

"I MUST be Magnanimous.
I MUST take whatever options that I'm offered with now with a GREAT BIG heart.
And when I do, I WILL make use of every single opportunity that I have to my GREATEST ability."

I think I'm better now.

Shall keep repeating that...