I really wish to play a part in many things. But it is really hard to accept the fact that, my life has changed and I've moved on. Busier schedules.. greater priorities. I just hate that fact that, I had to chose and prioritize my stuffs based on practicality. Like how I chose between SP2170 and choir practice. And there's so little space for slacking. Especially if you're in such a huge cohort of smart people.
Recalling what one of my poly lecturer told us, "I used to struggle quite a bit during my first year." Those words finally make sense to me now.
I'm no longer a superwoman anymore like I use to be. Even joining a subcommittee or performing needs serious considerations. I'm already falling back on revisions, tutorials, readings. Remember: Once your weekends are screwed, your week ahead is screwed.
I reached home late 4 out of 5 weekdays per week. Tired but still life goes on. That goes to show that self-discipline is not enough.
Recess week: Short but tons of catching up to do. Hallelujah.
Do not underestimate the gist of uni life. Cos if you do, it'll be too late before you realize you're wrong.
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